I'm a little lost right now. I'm so tired of the rug being pulled out from under me that I'm starting to not trust anything, good or bad. I don't want to live that way. I want to be trusting, I want to be able to have relationships that go beyond the surface but lately that has gotten me burned (see last post LOL). I've been fighting to stay afloat for so long, I just need a vacation. A real one. Longer than 2 days. Somewhere quiet with good food and good booze and a comfy bed. Sigh.